10/2/07

// feeling ::
// prayer for ::

Alright. Although its 4am in the morning, I'm still awake. I doubt I'm planning to sleep tonight. Hmm so... Yesterday I went to get my results.

I didnt plan to. But after Nicole called me and talked abt it, I felt compelled to go. I was reluctant. I thought it was because I was nonchalent. But in the end, its because I was scared.

So I left the office. I met Shumei at the school gate, and she said Ms Thio told her I did quite well. PHEW.

I got the results frm the office. And I got 1 A, 4 Bs and 1 D =/ the stupid D spoils everything. My chinese -.- cannot give me a C meh..

But it was ok la...altho I didnt reach my targetted grade, I did better than I expected. L1R4 16. R5 23.

Mmm I got loads of choices. Gotta slowly choose. But wrong timing!! Because I'm starting my first stage of fighting for my car....How to study and fight effectively at the same time? hahaz.. I'll think about it first, then maybe defer my school for a year. Sounds good but sounds bad too.

Its been quite long since I watched the sunrise. I rmb the last time was when I had insomnia for a few weeks. I loved it, although it was over in a few mins, or rather, a few secs.

Today's my mom's 52nd birthday. I'm still wondering what I should get for her. I dont want to give her smth stupid like flowers or what, although I know she'll still love it. I suppose just spending time with her is enough. I hope I can do smth more though.